Missing you

Visions on my mind that I don’t comprehend.
Changes in my life, that I don’t understand and I don’t have a plan.
It’s cold outside. It feels cold inside too.
And I’m missing you.
Go about the day with my smile on.
Bullshit conversations, just to get along.
Trying to fit in, trapped inside my skin.
And it’s dark outside. It’s dark inside too.
And I’m missing you.
Faces all look strange to me, even those I’ve seen before, even those I’ve known for years.
I keep fighting back the tears.
Don’t know why I want to cry.
It’s a bitter wind outside. It’s bitter inside too.
And I’m missing you.